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Full of Filk

by Cathy McManamon

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1.
Come to my spaceship Strap yourself inside, we'll glide by the light of the moon Come to my spaceship We'll be leaving soon... I will check the charts and plot the course with no delay I'll hold your hand if you're afraid; your fear will melt away I will take you anywhere that you would like to see To the ends of time and space, if you'll come fly with me Just to fly away, just fly away, oh come fly away, yeah Come to my spaceship Strap yourself inside, we'll glide by the light of the moon Come to my spaceship We'll be leaving soon Keeping eyes wide open, it's too beautiful to sleep Taking in the wonders and the secrets stars may keep Nothing slows the pounding anticipation in my heart I need to share this trip with you, are you ready to depart? And to fly away, just fly away, oh come fly away, yeah Come to my spaceship Strap yourself inside, we'll glide by the light of the moon Come to my spaceship We'll be leaving soon I don't care what people think I don't care what people say What do they know about what's waiting for us beyond the Milky Way? Come, come to my spaceship Come fly away, come fly away -- we'll leave today Come to my spaceship Strap yourself inside, we'll glide by the light of the moon Come to my spaceship We'll be leaving soon We'll fly away, we'll fly away, we leave today.
2.
In my dreams I hear your people cry In my waking hours I close my eyes Throw away the paper, turn off the TV Can't listen anymore and I don't want to see I always end up thinking it was me We pass the basket 'round 'cause it makes us feel good Fools us into thinking we're doing what we should It's only the beginning and nowhere near the end Instead of passing paper we should lend a helping hand I guess it's up to me to take a stand A homeless woman passes me as I walk down the street I bet the wind blows through the holey shoes on her feet She asks me if I've got a buck for something to eat I pat my pocket and I say "I'm sorry" Is this the city of gods? Is this the kingdom of justice and peace? Is this the kind of world I want to live in Where apathy is the biggest sin I'm not asking you to think about wars today Please oh please just listen to what I say Just give a little time for the greater good Get out there and do what everybody should For the greater good
3.
Born in the city amidst concrete and glass Too much gray and glitter that just doesn't last The lights are too bright and the streets are too loud She always felt better away from the crowd Corporate suits and high heels were never her call No beaches in summer; she waits for the Fall Wrapped up in russet, in brown, green, and gold The forest is one place she never feels old She is gone in the woods, gone in the woods Gone in the woods, she is gone in the woods Gone in the woods, gone in the woods Gone in the woods, she is gone in the woods Just three years old and everything's new Down each path's adventure there's so much to do She closes her eyes with a smile, just to breathe Then opens those young eyes, so much magic to see! The lessons of the forest will be passed on to her The cycles of nature: compost and rebirth She's learned how to plant seeds and watch while they grow She reaches for my hand and together we'll go We'll be gone in the woods, gone in the woods Gone in the woods, we are gone in the woods Gone in the woods, gone in the woods Gone in the woods, we are gone in the woods Timeless and ageless we walk in the green She takes me down paths that for years I have seen But have never danced onto no, not before today Children of the forest, our job is to play And we'll be gone in the woods, gone in the woods Gone in the woods, we are gone in the woods Gone in the woods, gone in the woods Gone in the woods, we are gone in the woods...
4.
Long, long ago someone looked to the sky And wondered what it would be like To soar like a bird, way on up to the sun To leave this blue marble behind After many an age, 'twas no longer a dream With balloons or with wings in our flying machines We reached to the heavens as far as we dared And found we're as small as we feared When I was younger in simpler times Gazing up into the deep purple sky Daring to dream of everything Daring to dream I could fly Now I am older and wiser and grounded But I still hold the stars in my hand Dreams live on and I hold on to mine And I'll hold them as long as I...as long as I can Soon we were breaking the wall of sound Higher and higher we climbed Who would be fastest and who would be first Proud Earthling on alien ground? But the race against time was laced with a price Too much, and too little care For brave pioneers lost to the stars We released prayers aloft through the air When I was younger in simpler times Gazing up into the deep purple sky Daring to dream of everything Daring to dream I could fly Now I am older and wiser and grounded But I still hold the stars in my hand Dreams live on and I hold on to mine And I'll hold them as long as I...as long as I can I know in my lifetime I'll never see The day when I step out my door And transport to havens unlike any down here A wond'rous alien shore In movies I've seen and in stories I've read In journeys more inward than out I believe one day we'll finally find Our brothers and sisters, no doubt And when I was younger in simpler times Gazing up into the deep purple sky Daring to dream of everything Daring to dream I could fly Now I am older and wiser and grounded But I still hold the stars in my hand Dreams live on and I hold on to mine And I'll hold them as long as I...as long as I can As long as I can...
5.
I've never been patient, hating to wait my turn Stepping aside for the bolder and prettier girls Trying to hold on to the dream that I could be like them 'Cause the books I read, they told me it was true And all these years later, I haven't read anything new But it's too late to convince me I might be a princess It's too late to help me discover my secret magic skill It's too late to make me believe I'm inheriting a kingdom It's too late to be my savior in shining armor bright Go fade into the night Now I've faced some dragons and I've found a treasure or two Journeyed to mysterious lands both far and near Sometimes I've been lonely, sometimes I've been afraid And no fairy godmother came to save the day Pulled up my own bootstraps and did things my own way And it's too late to convince me I might be a princess It's too late to help me discover my secret magic skill It's too late to make me believe I'm inheriting a kingdom It's too late to be my savior in shining armor bright Go fade into the night Are you a pirate? Or a prince, charming and brave? Did you think you could turn me so easily? Perhaps you're a diamond in the rough, and I am too Don't try to tell me my day will come to shine I'm used to this roughness and I'm really fine Because it's too late to convince me I might be a princess It's too late to help me discover my secret magic skill It's too late to make me believe I'm inheriting a kingdom It's too late to be my savior in shining armor bright It's too late to convince me I might be a princess It's too late to help me discover my secret magic skill It's too late to make me belive I'm inheriting a kingdom It's too late to be my savior in shining armor bright Go fade into the night I'll be all right.
6.
You and I are two of a kind Don't need many words and we don't seem to mind Up 'til late hours to comfort a friend Sort out the drama, find means to an end We hear what they want and we hear what they need Discover the demons that they need to feed Know all of their secrets, their pain and desires But then they just walk away Who listens to the listeners? Who listens to the listeners? Come the day when the wisdom they've gathered During late hour phone calls and chats over beers Sooner or later is ripe to be spoken But if there's no one to hear us, what are we doing here? Who listens to the listeners? You and I and some others we know Seem to be "gifted" this serious role When someone's in trouble they give us a shout And if we've only just me them, we still help them out! We ask the right questions, share relevant quotes And for really tough cases we tell anecdotes They take it all in but they rarely give back All better, they just walk away Who listens to the listeners? Who listens to the listeners? Come the day when the wisdom they've gathered During late hour phone calls and chats over beers Sooner or later is ripe to be spoken But if there's no one to hear us, what are we doing here? Who listens to the listeners? Since we are friends with the gods up above I guess we could just talk to them But they never just listen; they give out advice We;re not ready to hear - they won't let us just be All I want is a friendly human ear! Who listens to the listeners? Who listens to the listeners? Come the day when the wisdom they've gathered In the bars filled with smoke, in the misty moonlight On the peaks of the mountains and by the swift streams During late hour phone calls and chats over beers Sooner or later is ripe to be spoken But if there's no one to hear us, what are we doing here? Who listens to the listeners? Who listens to the listeners?
7.
Purple Moon 03:46
Seems so long I've been stuck in the dark Searching for the door to break free Not quite sure just wjere I should be Please let me follow your light... Shine on down, Purple Moon Let me see clear in your light Shine on me now, Purple Moon Show me the way through the night If I am misled, at least I'll have tried Have dared to dream, have stared into the sky Took hold of the reins that fell from my grasp When the world fell apart Shine on down, Purple Moon Let me see clear in your light Shine on me now, Purple Moon Show me the way through the night It's time to tell my story again Time to fill these blank pages Rewrite the program, choose my own ending And live it out on life's stages Shine on down, Purple Moon Let me see clear in your light Shine on me now, Purple Moon Show me the way through the night Shine on down, Purple Moon Let me see clear in your light Shine on me now, Purple Moon Show me the way through the night Ooh....
8.
Forgive if I seem a bit wound up I just stepped off the stage because my time is up My heart is still a-racing and my feet cannot stop pacing My head is full of humming from enthusiastic strumming Vocal cords still ringing from too wide a range of singing It sounds like I'm in trouble, but I stongly disagree... It's just a great post concert buzz My head feels full of happy fuzz And even that guy over there Is looking mighty fine, I swear Thanks to this post concert buzz Some scientist shoudl find a way to plug me in 'Cause to waste all this fine energy must surely be a sin Muscles all a-quiver from the show that I deliver Lungs are still expanding to support notes never ending Blood is pumping wildly up and down and all through me I've got enough energy to power this whole con! It's just a great post concert buzz My head feels full of happy fuzz And even that girl over there Is looking mighty fine, I swear Thanks to this post concert buzz Each time that I get up here and start to play for you I know that I'll be flying long before I'm through It might be guitar strumming or maybe djembe drumming Belting out a harmony with notes that are too high for me Forgot the lyrics, doo-doo-doo And yeah, this song is all 'bout you! Ask me for my autograph and send me to the moon -- 'Cause it's a great post concert buzz My head feels full of happy fuzz And even those folks over there Is looking mighty fine, I swear Thanks to this post concert buzz Grab a beer or some m&ms Let me hug a tree I've got to find a way to ground All this excess energy...or not! "cause it's a great post concert buzz My head feels full of happy fuzz And everybody, everywhere Is looking mighty fine, I swear 'Cause it's a great post concert buzz My head feels full of happy fuzz And everybody, everywhere Is looking mighty fine, I swear Thanks to this post concert buzz! Thanks to this post concert buzz
9.
Red Ribbon 02:51
My red, red ribbon My long, red ribbon My red, red ribbon is so pretty It's shiny and soft and I love it a lot My red, red ribbon is just for me I found it on a present wrapped really tight My mommy had to cut it loose 'cause I had pulled with all my might I got it free and took it home with me that very day And when I'm feeling dow, with my red ribbon I will play My red, red ribbon My long, red ribbon My red, red ribbon is so pretty It's shiny and soft and I love it a lot My red, red ribbon is just for me I take it everywhere I go, I think it's pretty grand I've traveled near and far with my red ribbon in my hand They say I'll have to give it up, leave it behind someday But right now it is here with me and with it I will play My red, red ribbon My long, red ribbon My red, red ribbon is so pretty It's shiny and soft and I love it a lot My red, red ribbon is just for me Now I'm growing up and my red ribbon's getting old I've dragged it down the dusty roads, left it out in the cold It's frayed and frazzled, faded too, but I still love it so It reminds me of my childhood joy and playtime long ago My red, red ribbon My long, red ribbon My red, red ribbon is so pretty It's shiny and soft and I love it a lot My red, red ribbon is just for me My red, red ribbon is just for me.
10.
I grew up mostly alone Learning to make my own way As soon as I could I drifted along From place to place, day to day I lived by my wits and survived on my charm A trail of broken hearts in my wake I never regretted a second of it Never thinking that far past today There I was, just making a deal When a lovely blond girl came my way She looked pretty good in that bold Union Jack Dangling over London by jsut a thread We danced and we talked, and soon I did meet Her partner in crime -- no mere mortal, this man His ship was a box and his name was a mystery I know I was out of my league And maybe the right kind of Doctor Who can see into the vortex of time and space Maybe the right kind fo Doctor Can help me disciver just where I belong I soon learned that traveling with him Meant dancing with danger 'most every day It was feeling not that unfamiliar But I'd always done it alone One day we found ourselves far in the future Playing games that meant death or life Mixed in a few Daleks, it seemed like the end I thought I was done for, then I woke up alone And in the heat of the battle, they left me behind I had no idea what I'd become I learned how to die in a thousand new ways And every time I came back to life I thought of the Doctor and that fateful day I wanted to ask him, felt sure that he'd know Why I'd been handed this curse But I couldn't find him, just couldn't catch him The man who could hide anywhere in the 'verse Over the years things fell into place And I got recruited for the Torchwood team I moved up the ranks, mostly 'cause I can't die Made the job my personal crusade A century or two passed by, still I waited Clinging fast to the hope that I'd see him someday Then came the moment I heard that grinding engine Crazy and desperate, jumped on that blue box... 'Cause I need the right kind of Doctor Who can see into the vortex of time and space I need the right kind of Doctor Who can help me discover just where I belong The vacuum of space took my life once again Came to with a gasp -- I think someone kissed me! He stood there before me, new face, new companion Didn't seem all that glad to see me I was an anomaly, outside of the rules The kind of a thing that scares even Time Lords He didn't have answers, explanations, or reasons But he guessed that my gift from his Rose had a thorn Will I ever die? Will I ever know What it's life to be human again? 'Cause the sweetness of life is in knowing it ends But that end has been taken from me My heart could so easily turn into ice The weight of eternity crushing my sould Thank god for the people I can call friends Who won't let me fall quite that far Who give me a reason to keep up the fight Defending the Earth from alien invasions From all scary things that go bump in the night I have to admit, it's a pretty good gig 'Cause I met the right kind of Doctor Who can see into the vortex of time and space I met the right kind of Doctor Who helped me discover just where I belong.
11.
Shield 02:44
I was downstairs in the engine room Waiting for your command I felt explosions as the lasers hit I heard the screams from Decks 5 & 6 I said "Hey Captain, would you like to raise the shield?" Now it's easy to feel some panic When surrounded by enemy ships But I once thought you were in command I once thought that you were competent Something you'll never hear from anyone again Oh we are about to croak All of these lives lost just 'cause you said no You took a moment to hesitate Tried to negotiate, and now it's far too late Oh, they're just blowing us away When we're blasted into atoms And we're sparkling in the debris When the fleet arrives to investigate When they try to figure what went wrong They'll pick up my last transmission: "He refused to raise the shield!" Oh we are about to croak All of these lives lost just 'cause you said no You took a moment to hesitate Tried to negotiate, and now it's far too late Oh, they're just blowing us away When we're blasted into atoms And we're sparkling in the debris When the fleet arrives to investigate When they try to figure what went wrong They'll pick up my last transmission: "He refused to raise the shield!"
12.
Now the tide is coming in I could be stranded here Until first light of dawn I'll blink thrice and you'll be... Today was the first day I walked along your rocky shore Fog rolling in, scent of wooden ships and seafarers of old Siren song of salt and ancient rock low tide now lays bare I feel the pull of the waves whispering my name Now the tide is coming in and I must not stay long Or I'll be stranded here, forced to stay lost in the song Until first light of dawn when the sun breaks through the fog I'll blink thrice and you'll be gone At water's edge I feel the gate, though my eyes cannot see I hear the sound of voices that my heart knew lifetimes ago I know this place, know my feet would take me home if I would dare To see your face again and dance in the depths of your embrace Now the tide is coming in and I must not stay long Or I'll be stranded here, forced to stay lost in the song Until first light of dawn when the sun breaks through the fog I'll blink thrice and you'll be gone I'll blink thrice and you'll be gone Sea swell, it rose and fell Yet I am unmoved Salt spray, it shall decay All my fears shall be disproved Now the tide is coming in and I'll be right along I won't be stranded here; my voice shall echo in my song Until first light of dawn when the sunbreaks through the fog You'll blink thrice and I'll be gone You'll blink thrice and I'll be gone You'll blink thrice and I'll be...gone....
13.
Wrinkle 04:19
My world has got a new wrinkle That I don't understand And it's making me crazy I am not in control That's a new place for me It's so unbelievable If you know me at all, you know I'm quite stable I'm not really wild At least not 'til today But I've opened my eyes To see what I want To feel what is right And not pay the price Like I've done all my life Every mountain I've ever climbed Seems so small to me now What was I so afraid of yesterday? Not seeing the signs, not finding the words That I should have said Safer to let it go instead And never think of what I might have known Who I might have kissed Who I could have loved But I've opened my eyes To see what I want To feel what is right And not pay the price Like I've done all my life My world has got a new wrinkle That I think I might like That might make me whole The dark, bitter cloud that followed me closely Is breaking apart Blown away by an open heart And come the day you might ever approach me I will not be afraid With open arms I will celebrate 'Cause I've opened my eyes To see what I want To feel what is right And not pay a price That I never owed 'Cause I have the right To light up my soul.

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Just Cathy and her guitar, and a collection of filk-flavored songs! Many have never been recorded before, and she brings them to you in a simple, straightforward fashion, just like you'd hear them live in a filk circle.

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released October 6, 2023

Music and lyrics by Cathy McManamon on all tracks, except:
Track 1: lyrics only
Track 2: lyrics co-written with L. Kania
Track 3: lyrics co-written with R. Auriemma
Track 11: lyrics only.

This album is made possible through the support of my Patrons, especially:
Margaret D, Sandra G, Keith R, Faeryn C, Peter E, Bine K, Bob K, Peggy M, Seanara C, Sara W, Peter H, and Beth K.

Graphic design and jacket layout by Rebecca McManamon.

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Cathy McManamon Chicago, Illinois

Cathy is a singer/songwriter/guitarist/drummer in Chicago who occasionally performs solo, but more often in the Pegasus Award-winning duo Random Fractions (with Jason Neerenberg. She is the former drummer for the filk rock band Toyboat.

Cathy is also a studio musician and arranger for Canticles Productions & Dreamflight Theatrical Gymnastics, a drum circle facilitator, and a guitar teacher.
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